Who Knows...

Things goes round and round, does everything cycle that well in life? I make some friends in Malaysia and we became best friends, then distance bring us apart and that's it. Is it going to happen to me here again, making friends and once thought that we will be the bestest friends but then it had to end it again?

I am so tired of life, if that's how it is going to be. I need some permanent achievement and something that makes me feel good. I might go back to drinking again and maybe clubbing just to have some fun from all this drama in my life. Well, its not literally a drama, but I should have met someone that thinks like me so we can chat forever and agreeing things all the time forever.

I am so tired.. so tired.. mentally tired as hell..