Leave or Stay?

Have you ever love someone so much that you willing to sacrifice anything just to not lose that person? I do. I am a person that is highly critical and a perfectionist. I push my limit and lower my limit again and again just to compromise. I sacrifice my personal values just to understand and justify every action and behaviour. 

We been through hell and came back to earth, even that can't stop you from leaving me. 

Every little things that we do, we grow and we fight against.. it's not enough to hold you back. I was always beside you when things get hard. But you always choose to leave me when things get hard. 

The things you said, the stuff you do when you love me.. all of that are real. We know that, but you can still give it up just like that. 

Everyday I am thinking of you, everyday I am wondering how are you, everyday I grief on losing you. Not a day I am genuinely happy. 

Every opportunity I had to correct and save your reputation, I do it. To make people believe that you had your reasons for doing so even though it hurts me. 

Everyday I am yearning for your news, but I guess you are doing so well without me, indeed you don't need me at all. I am the one that putting myself in a place where I need you in my life and I can't live without you. 

I am such a fool.. 

The difference is .. 

I will find the slightest reason just to stay, but you will find the slightest reason just to leave...